Tag: Discuss

  • A Country Western Song, 90 Miles Inland

    I saw you come and fell to my knees,
    waves opened and mermaids sang,
    Oh, Lord, this boy’s in love.

    You opened your mouth,
    and my tongue swam in,
    church bells rang
    about living in sin,
    Oh, Lord, this boy’s in love.

    At the altar somewhat late,
    the flowers turned to wine.
    Suit and tie, to work on time,
    Oh, Lord, this boy’s in love.

    For old anxiety, my love,
    for old anxiety,
    we’ll meet again
    on time’s back porch
    for old anxiety.

    I was reading the latest
    self-help book, “How to Breathe
    in Public.” Chapter Three
    was particularly helpful:
    “Breathing with Others
    at a Garden Party.”

    Anonymous breaths
    if anyone was breathing
    no one seemed to notice
    almost like being homeless
    breathless with others.

    Bar up to the belly and down
    dancing eels in the grass
    when down at the heels
    one flights with one’s heels
    giddy the best betrayal
    their emerald anxiety.

    In an air of gnats the breasts
    pair off, pretending not
    to anticipate any boast
    guests wait & snip & go.

    In the end, but
    it doesn’t end here
    comes another crop,
    one “a retired drunk,”
    the stinger deposited
    with baby’s breath
    to question any
    possibility
    of breathing with others.

    With merit the bobbers go
    to static like a radio
    that won’t tune in clearly
    breaths of static.

    As David Tutor replied
    to John Cage, when
    asked why he didn’t
    join the others:
    “I haven’t left;
    this is the way I keep you
    entertained.”

    Just so, the well wrought
    snub, quick merciless wit bit,
    the sidewalk flight of poems,
    the thick porcelain
    urinals as big as steamboats
    sharing a pissy river,
    the old cigarettes,
    the stale ale,
    the slow morning snores,
    tugboats pulling from shore.

    We begin to envision
    an end to retail
    as we now know it.
    Nothing to buy,
    no place to go,
    we gather in a garden
    and learn to breathe
    together.

  • Body Talk

    Body Talk

    Mr. Body awoke feeling poky.
    “It’s your diet,” Mrs. Body sd.
    “I eat the same crap as everybody.”
    “Just as you say.”

    “What are those gold chains
    about their necks all about?”
    “True that. Tiffany’s on steroids.”
    “What are the qualities

    of good plumbing?”
    “You don’t hear the pipes
    growling in the walls.”
    “No leaks, but you can get

    to the pipes if you need to
    repair one without having
    to wreck the dwelling.”
    “The pipes don’t poison

    the water.”
    “Urge.”
    “I beseech thee,
    where’s the coffee?”

  • The Phenomenology of Error

    The Phenomenology of Error

    The Phenomenology of Error[i]

    A solo Mission at the Ranger Station before group poetry night, hoping
    for a good napkin poem. When we read like police we make a criminal[ii]
    shot with red pencil corrections, the poet apprehended, booked.

    Pull over the rotting rhymester! Handcuff this conceptualist clown.
    Arrest that academic asshole. Ticket the doggerel running off-leash.
    Slipknot a sleeping surrealist. Deny the pop songwriter his award.

    We might read like Mother Theresa[iii] anointing the sores of lepers,
    becoming the other for the time saving takes then letting go.
    The poverty of poets paves the way to the cornucopia of poetry.

    Line 14 stops and a pretty woman[iv] hops off in bright orange shorts.
    She’s poetry in motion[v], no idea of me, and could not care less
    what I’ve done to this napkin. For her, a perfect reader, I must error not.


    [i] “The Phenomenology of Error” is a study by Joseph M. Williams showing when we read self-consciously we do so with bias from personally invested conventions that often have nothing to do with the reality of the text at hand (May, 1981). http://www.english.illinois.edu/-people-/faculty/schaffner/Williams%20Error.pdf

    [ii] In “Seeing Through Police” (n+1, Spring 2015), Mark Greif says, “Police spend a large part of their time distributing crime to the sorts of people who seem likely to be criminals.” https://nplusonemag.com/issue-22/police/seeing-through-police/

    [iii] Mother Theresa was canonized by Pope Francis in September, 2016, amid ongoing criticism of the quality and quantity of her work with the poor.

    [iv] Any resemblance to the Roy Orbison song (1964, “Oh, Pretty Woman”), or to the Julia Roberts film (1990), is purely coincidental.

    [v] Line 14 is the Hawthorne bus. Poetry in Motion places poems on buses.

  • Summer Notes: 7 – Shoeless

    Summer Notes: 7 – Shoeless

    Discalced order of children
    running aground barefoot,
    the beach sand so hot we
    flip flopped like fish out of
    the water close at hand.

    When you did not know
    what a thing was,
    you gave it a name,
    then you knew it.

    Flip-flops went everywhere,
    named for their sound,
    rubber sole held to the front
    of the foot with a cross strap
    and thong between hallux
    (big toe, thumb of the foot)
    and pointer toe (the dowsing
    rod used to test the ocean
    water temperature), causing
    the heel (no ankle strap) to stay
    put (flopped)
    then flip up (flip),
    slapping the bottom
    of the heel,
    also went
    by other names.

    My father called those shoes
    “come-alongs,” the body
    perhaps a pulled
    object. Imagine thinking
    of the body as winch
    and ratchet for pulling
    and hoisting, but that
    was his world.
    They were also named
    “go aheads,” polite,
    easy-going, relaxed shoes.

    Thongs, shower shoes,
    simple sandals, flip-flops,
    like so many other things
    we used to use (and do),
    and may still use (and do),
    are not good for you.

    Better, it turns out,
    to go barefoot, risking
    the stubbed toe, the bee
    sting, the rusted nail,
    the beach tar, the hot
    sand, loving the cool
    green grass, the ice
    plant you could pick
    and squeeze the jelly
    juice over your callouses.

     

  • Summer Notes: 6 – Vinyl Eve

    Summer Notes: 6 – Vinyl Eve

    Ray on
    Polly & Ester over
    Shell lack, the beach so far
    It’s a Beautiful Day
    for the Blues.

    His story film earlier
    Text I’ll yarn
    Den I’m hep
    Woe vane
    All dyed felting.

    More hair
    Flee C
    Mad as a more curious
    hatter,
    a chord eon.

  • Summer Notes: 4 – Water

    Summer Notes: 4 – Water

    These awkward weedy notes of summer, they steal
    water from the subtle artful crafty ones, the ones
    crammed with food and hose drenched, and yes,
    fruit-bearing they’ll be, and well spent.

    The mollycoddle promises a bumper crop this year,
    but what will be done with it all?

    They can can the coddle, bottle the molly,
    boil the gruel for ballet to improve posture,
    post this and that here and there without
    regard for the rules of a bygone garden.

    The cooing of pigeons so quiet,
    the stained glass raw golds
    color the little nook with amber light.

    No words in nature to suffer these weeds,
    still birds align in lines that make sense,
    the washerwoman counting syllables
    come morning the clothes inside out.

    And the slug slowing has something to say,
    heading under the clinker cool brick.

    These appellations June dropped,
    in the day squirrels gnaw them,
    at night possums come and grab,
    and raccoons, and very early
    in the morning, just before sunup
    now, the coyotes looking for cats up.

    Give us the weeds our daily words,
    and forgive us our arrears,
    for we are hard on hearing,
    and we don’t really need
    words, anyway.

    We might want words, why,
    I’m not sure, but we need
    water, weeds and all, and you,
    you have all the words,
    more than you need.

  • Summer Notes: 3 – The Morning Nap

    Summer Notes: 3 – The Morning Nap

    Catnap back to wind-sun rush
    kick in the eye fire-worked over
    street cools quiet hush

    Grace comes with natural light
    patches of prayer breezes
    in the hither and thither
    of dry leaves palms up
    elbows open
    frazzled knees

    and a calico cat in green
    sky white bells crawls
    over out
    door cot jumps
    through square
    of rusted wire fence

    Summer dawns
    mind full of weeds
    with long roots and
    the body takes pleasure
    in walking the mind
    nowhere

     

  • Summer Notes: 2 – Fireworks

    Summer Notes: 2 – Fireworks

    “Raise high” red & orange sun umbrellas
    blow out the blue balloon ballroom
    ceiling for the doff dance

    “Pick up order here!
    …olives, pepperochini!
    pale ale from Hop House!”

    Ten knuckle blues
    cats breaking the rules
    notes bent brittle thin cast iron

    fat slides & tempting trombones Pop
    go the contradictions contraindications
    spinning bombos bouncing in the street.

  • Summer Notes: 1 – Baseball

    Summer Notes: 1 – Baseball

    Run now down the dreary drowning droning
    cheers of summer under yellow umbrellas
    American baseball under rain
    A last blue light in the little lilac
    and raspberries wandering and falling
    spray of pop flies
    Sun slips between clouds squeeze play
    cat sitting on cedar deck
    gives backward glance
    White stone paper cup empty beer
    jangle of green grass fills
    sun and cat and clouds
    Fans all napping
    sun crosses bird feathers
    field and stands empty nest.

  • Earworms Again

    Earworms Again

    I hear tiny sounds roar like catapults through chasms. I hear dust flakes turning as they fall through the air in my room and hit the floor with a bang and spin and crash into one another like bumper cars until they each finally settle into some tiny cavern in the cracking oak floor, while another dust storm, activated by the sneeze of a moth near the ceiling, already spins out of control, howling across the room’s stormy air.

    I didn’t always hear things so closely. I was a fairly inattentive listener. That is to say, I was not constantly berated for being a poor listener. When the fickle finally realize what they just said, they’re happy you weren’t listening.

    I wasn’t born with the huge ears now hanging from my now bald head, ears that sprout sprouts and fungi.

    Did she say I was bald? I am not bald. My hair is as robust as the oak leaf, and as glossy green. I’m not sure what has turned it so green. My hair used to be yellow. Too much blue mixed in over the years.

    Words hover at my ears like siege engines threatening the gates of paradise. She brings words to me. A single no in one ear splits my skull. A melodious perfumed yes rises and fills my head like a muddy wave. My asymmetrical hearing has me looking this way and that at the walls and the corners, wondering where these words are coming from.

    Even as I write these words with a pencil in a notebook, I must wear earmuffs. Music? Surely you are up to some vile jest with that word. They will be here soon. We should prepare some snacks, cheese and bread, set out a couple of wines. Is there any of that red left from last night? It was a light and pleasant red. By the swallow you already forgot. Not like this morning’s coffee. What a dreadful burden coffee has become, so thick, sulfur. And what it does to the whole system, like eating a plate of butterflies with a spoon.

    So, I’ve been at it again, this writing business. Well, not a proper business, of course (I hasten to add for the severe critics ready to jump their seat), this, in any case, not a profitable business. But what is profit? And what profits a man? Unless one considers the profits of emissions never (insert whatever adverb you’d like) to return.

    If one could only write the final emit. Hit the send button one last time and be done with it. Send. How easy is that? Not like the return bar. Grab, pull, slide, and “ding!” That pecking order. Still, then there was at least the bottom of a page, and the roller, and the wad up, and the ball game with the trash can. How absurd now though these bottomless pages. Go on forever, you let them.

    Delete not the same as emit. Delete and it was never there. Emit and there’s the refuse. Signs. Like reading tea leaves. She used to read my tea leaves. Trace my palm. Didn’t care where I came from, where I might be going. We went for walks, happily empty. Do you remember we used to run around barefoot?

    No sound was too loud in those days. The world was acoustic, the breeze, the trees, the small waves asking for some beach to rest and relax.

  • Some Readings

    Some Readings

    Course of Mirrors (Ashen Venema); Beer in the Snooker Club (Waguih Ghali); Southeaster (Haroldo Conti); Envoy and Ward’s Fool (Caleb Crain)

    I was cured a couple of years ago of making unsolicited reading recommendations. Having pushed a couple of suggestions into the hands of a suspecting neighbor, who initially faked appreciation but later made me realize he despised being told what to read, I decided to relax into my own reading and leave well enough alone when it came to the reading or non-reading of others.

    I remind myself there are books I once loved and re-loved I’ve since dropped into the free library share box on the corner, always full of suggestions of what we might read. Likewise, there are books I once started reading but could not “get into,” as the old reading saying goes, but on a later look did fall incomprehensibly in love with, which is to say reading is not always placed before, but sometimes after. Before or after what? Something draws us to a text – what? why?

    In any case, I’ve decided to talk a bit of some recent readings. A book review, mind you, is not the same as a book recommendation, nor is it the same as a kind of what “I’vebeenreadinglately.” Nick Hornby used to write a monthly column for the Believer magazine called “Stuff I’ve Been Reading.” At the top of each column he listed “books read,” followed by “books bought” [during the month], discussion following that may or may not cover all the books read in any kind of traditional review. It was a personal reading column. I enjoyed it, and always went to it first, to see what was there, even if I but rarely followed up with reading the books myself. The lists may or may not have matched, usually did not match exactly. Also in the Believer, Greil Marcus contributed a monthly column called “Real Life Rock Top Ten,” a personal Billboard of his monthly music experience, a perfect column, a ten paragraph countdown full of Greil’s unique style where Edmund Wilson takes over “At the Movies,” talking about popular music not as sub-culture but as the culture, which means it can be read into, in to, too. I don’t know if Hornby and Marcus are still writing for the Believer, my subscription of a few years having been let lapse. It now appears the old Believer, out of San Francisco, is giving way to a new life at Black Mountain Institute at UNLV.

    My reading experience with Ashen Venema’s “Course of Mirrors,” a book of contemporary mythical fantasy, a coming of age story, a memoir disguised in allegory, was enjoyable. Sometimes, a reader must let go and simply read what’s there and stop underlining and marking up the text with marginal notes as if he too were going to write something brilliant in the Believer. That is called reading for enjoyment. I remember reading somewhere Harold Bloom saying he never underlined or marked up a book, he remembered everything, he “internalized” the text as he read it. I have to read up and down, back and forth, settle in and settle up, spend time in the dictionary, if not in the loo.

    Maybe readers enjoy books most they discover on their own. Lists, which can be useful, lead to argument. Rely on the list in that link, for example, and you’ll miss Henry Miller and Jack Kerouac. There are lists and anti-lists, counter canons, counter intuitive lists. Good reading is often subversive to one’s own assumptions and preconceptions.

    Youssef Rakha recently mentioned (in a tweet or at The Sultan’s Seal – I can’t find the reference now) “Beer in the Snooker Club,” which I bought and read. It’s a coming of age story of a mid-century Egyptian who is impoverished by the privilege he’s born into. It’s about identity, alienation, love, and the economic and intellectual frustration of compromise amid what Thoreau called in a different time and place the “quiet desperation” of the lives most men lead. It’s both heavy and light. The setting is Egypt and England around the time of the Suez Crisis. The first person narration is witty and sharp, literary and sarcastic, self-aware and penetrating. The characters are real, the events depicted clearly and with a detached empathy that brings world events close to home and headlines into one’s mailbox. The narration employs styles that mimic without becoming parody – the Hemingway set piece, for example. You see it coming, realize you’re there, but in case you missed it, are given his name. It’s a great book. I’m glad to have read it, and I’m going to turn around and read it again.

    “Southeaster” I first heard about at the Boston Review, where Jessica Sequeira gave a thorough discussion of the book, its setting, author, and times, and with a focus on the translator, Jon Lindsay Miles, including an interview. I might be one of the North American readers Jessica refers to, though I read “Southeaster” not as exotic literature, although I did think of “The Old Man and the Sea” in more than one place, but also I thought of Steinbeck, but I read “Southeaster” as an old surfer might, aficionado of water flow, enjoying the very similar way of being on the water, though not, given the crowds these days, as solitary an experience as Haroldo Conti’s river. This book sat in a stack for over a year before I finally gave it a proper reading.

    The summer issue of “The Paris Review’ arrived, with a story by Caleb Crain, “Envoy,” just a few pages, but an extraordinary narration by a first person who lies twice about his age and almost misses the epiphany of a flattery. The appearance of “Envoy” reminded me I had yet to properly finish Caleb’s story, “Ward’s Fool,” in the Winter 2017, n+1. “Ward’s Fool,” set in some non-specific future, appears to be a kind of phrase writer’s bureaucratese, until another epiphany slowly dawns across another river.

    I enjoyed a beer yesterday late afternoon with a few colleagues from my past. Not fiction readers by vocation or avocation, they were nevertheless aware of my “Penina’s Letters,” and had even read the Amazon reviews, and had perhaps glanced through the “look inside” Amazon feature. I was not offended, but happy they had showed any kind of interest, shared any kind of mention. I thought of audience and occasion and the discipline of respecting both. Marketing can at times rival literature for its subversive practices. The marketing of literature might be doubly subversive.