Tag: Refugio Beach

  • Notes on “The Summer Book” by Tove Jansson

    A fortis summery read in the midst of this wintry Tabor must which by now has turned fall’s ferment to frozen despoliation – a plundering weather high tide tumbling the tall fir trees, humbling the local residents. So for comfort a read of Tove Jansson’s “The Summer Book” (1972, NYRB 2008). It’s summer, and grandmother and six year old Sophia and her father row to an island off Finland where their habit is to live through the warm months in a small cabin. But don’t listen to the NYRB Classics Introduction. I don’t understand why they bother with those Intros, though each is different, and some more valuable than others. But if something must be said other than what’s in the book, put it in an Afterword. Too often Intros spoil the plot or try to bring attention to extraneous background info or just plain get things wrong. For example, it’s not as easy as saying it’s one summer and the child is six. If it’s only one summer, how does the chapter titled “Of Angleworms and Others” begin with: “One summer, Sophia was…” (136)? And the chapter “Sophia’s Storm” begins, “There was one summer that was never referred to by year, but only as the summer of the great storm” (145). Maybe it’s a petty complaint, but summer is the season of life. And in winter my reading may be off-kilter. In bed reading, feeling like an ice pop stick.

    I was reminded, reading Tove Jansson’s “The Summer Book,” cold nights in bed before winter sleep, of Refugio, the summer vacation weeks we spent there, dropped off by Dad who stayed the weekend then rowed back to Los Angeles to the work week, leaving us kids to camp out, hike, swim, sit around a campfire, carve tikis in the soft wood of fallen palm fronds. At low tide, you can walk around Refugio Point and hike north below the cliffs around other points, the cliff faces sheer and steep, sometimes with caves at the bottom that fill with water at high tide, but at low tide you can walk into a cave and sit and watch the waves through the opening. And if you’re with a girl, you might snuggle up in the damp and hug and kiss, while up above the trains rumble across the clifftop.

    One year, a bunch of us kids hiked around the point at low tide and walked off below the cliffs, exploring caves, skiffing stones, beach combing. We were camping with our neighbors from town. We were all at the time under 12 years old, so late 1950’s. Uncle Hugh had been an early days Los Angeles County Lifeguard. One day, he drove us to an obscure beach where we parked and hiked down to an awesome surfing cove where he took us one by one out into the big waves paddling on a canvas surf mat. It seemed we were a mile out, and we caught huge rolling waves that carried us all the way to shore. But that day we were hiking, we were kids out on our own, and we did not notice the tide coming in, and were soon stranded between points, the tide too high to walk back around, the rocks too dangerous now mostly covered by an incessant surf. The incoming tide would soon pin us against the cliff. We had no choice but to climb up. One by one we climbed, toes and fingers in cracks, zigzagging, following the leader. At the top of the cliff the rock gave way to a dirt and bush cap, and we found a crevice to climb through and up to the top, pulling on roots and placing our feet on a providential clump of soil held together by some kind of small bush. We grabbed hold of the hand above us and pulled to the top. The oldest neighbor boy was the last, and he froze. The clump of soil was too loose now, he complained, it would not hold and he’d fall back down the cliff. We were miles from the campground. Would someone run back and get help, get a rope? Some of the parents were stern disciplinarians. Help would come at a cost. The squad of kids held together and with cajoling and twisting of arms we fandangle-rescued the last kid to the top of the cliff. We found the train tracks, not far off, and walked back to the campground, our stranded beneath the cliff at high tide story, our death defying climb up the sheer rock face, growing increasingly mythic with every step back.

    I’m further now from that Refugio Beach memory than Jansson was from her summer island memory when she wrote her “The Summer Book.” Grandmother’s friend Verner has stolen a boat to come visit her on her island:

    “It isn’t my boat,” he said.
    “I didn’t think it was. It has a hogged keel, too. Did you borrow it?”
    “I just took it,” Verner said. “I took it and drove off. It’s very unpleasant to have them worry about you all the time.”
    “But you’re only seventy-five,” said Grandmother in astonishment. “Surely you can do what you like.”
    “It’s not that easy,” Verner replied. “You have to be considerate. They do have a certain responsibility for you, after all. And when you get right down to it, you are mostly just in the way.

    133

    The story, the book, “The Summer Book,” belongs mostly to Grandmother and Sophia. They argue, go for walks and hikes, hang out, philosophize and think out loud, share information and knowledge, climb into the most pernicious of situations, worry together and talk and play out and act out together. At times one is the adult, the other the child, and then they switch sides. And the summer passes.

    “Every year, the bright Scandinavian summer nights fade away without anyone’s noticing…Not right away, but little by little and incidentally, things begin to shift position…”

    164

    And that’s how the tides change too, and you can get lost in between the ebb and flow. There are visitors, human and otherwise, and they come and go. The weather is always everywhere all at once and always in the offing promising change:

    “Dear God, let something happen,” Sophia prayed. “God, if You love me. I’m bored to death. Amen.”

    148

    But of course you have to be careful what you pray for. But in any case, it’s likely not one summer of memories but a single memory of many summers mingled together and how relationships change over time like the weather always the same but at the same time always different and always full of promises and disappointments leaving one at the bottom of a wave here and another high and dry there. Memory is a run-on sentence.

  • The Uncomfortable Rose of Refugio

    We were kids from the city hunting snipes.
    We didn’t know a rose from a hedgehog.
    It was night and dark green swells
    broke into laughing curling soup.
    The tide was in but we had climbed
    over the rocks and around
    the Point and couldn’t get back.
    We came to a cave in the cliffs
    where we waited for the rose
    to bloom like the moon out
    over the cove, light spreading
    across the ocean near and far.

    Our rose was not sick, like Blake’s.
    It wasn’t full of worms or covered
    with aphids. Through the hot
    summers and cold winters
    its mild scent filled the cave.

    At night we first felt then heard
    the train coming and by the time
    it crossed the trestle the whole
    campground was awake waiting
    for the shaking ground wave
    to pass through.

    Tent flies opened and a few folks
    went out walking in the night.
    The night did not howl.
    The rose’s name was not
    Germaine. Her bed was blue
    not red, unkempt and unread,
    saltish, seaweedy. We peeled
    back the pearl petals and spent
    the night on the sandy bed
    in the cave as the tide ebbed
    and even the waves fell asleep
    in the uncomfortable silence.

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  • B Flat Minor Seventh Flat Five

    a sharp as brittle as glass Susan and Lisa Above Refugio
    spikes strikes oiled wood
    tie the ground below
    a rose bubbled bottle

    easy flats as surf foams
    loosen smiles and sea
    splashes rock dome
    circled cutwater

    as soft as flurry breeze
    whistles and leaves
    as hushed as memory
    conjurors breathe

    as down inside the chord
    fingers fasten figure
    for suggestions
    in fretted spaces

    as sluice and mosey walk
    the line above the ocean
    in single lens reflex
    in frame free accord

  • Big Dogs in Tall Grass

    On the beach at Refugio we walked under palms through sea grass
    Small waves rolling off the point from curlers coiled and we’re
    Young and unafraid holding our long boards against our hips and in
    Summer surfers with yellow and green bangs and those days only a few dogs
    Peopled the campground under the fat wide palms big
    Umbrellas shading the old watermen drinking cool beers out of tall

    Cans telling stories of how in their days the waves were really tall
    Paddling out beyond the kelp beds and diving through the ocean grass
    Holding their breaths under water scraping off the rocks big
    Abalone shells for eating on the beach around the evening fire we’re
    Stoking in a giant hole near the high tide mark with dogs
    Down the beach running after gulls swooping low and in

    The water the dogs paddle into the shallows after the gulls in
    The shore pound the old stories go out with the tide before the big tall
    Pensheet dogs with designer stories of virtual waves but these dogs
    Don’t see the sun also rising setting fire to the grass
    We don’t need your tall tales we are a big dog generation we’re
    Never going to passeth away we’re just that big

    The pensheet dogs they said were high class the dogs were really big
    Went to the finest schools in the prairie grass land in
    With the in crowds in with the big dog push the big dogs were
    All witty wealthy healthy hardly weathered at all and tall
    And ran through the tallest grass
    But didn’t notice on their tail trailing the three headed dog

    Bidding them sign a yellow dog
    Contract
    and sign it they did the big
    Dog generation in the tall grass
    Trying to avoid passing away in
    Dog dress posed in ties tall
    And dog weary of putting on the dog were

    Bone tired and dogged they were
    Now in the dog days of their runs as big dogs
    Woofing at their virtual waves barking tall
    In the overhead grass under a big
    Ocean prairie sky panting and drooling in
    The tall dry smoky grass.

    Who listens to this doggerel we’re wishing still big
    And long swells to the lucky dogs under running laughter in
    The whirling wind through the tall sea grass!