Category: Poetry

  • Out of Mind

    I think therefor I am
    not yet done with it
    this out of mind business.

    And what of the tree
    who thinks knot
    the tree is nought?

    In a rush to see what mind
    is all about I slipped
    on the perverted banana
    peel and fell head over
    heal I fell amongst
    the fallen hilarious
    it was that one time
    out of my mind was I?

    Go out of your mind
    rush to the sea
    there you will find
    the blue green anemone
    whose lovely
    tentacles wave hello
    and like us does
    everything thru
    its nose.

    What is out of sight
    is best viewed in mind
    the drifting dunes
    like our minds
    slowly change shape.

  • Garage Sale

    The garage sale of my mind was well advertised
    signs on telephone poles and online postings
    but no one thought to see what they might find.

    The mind is a dump full of toxic stuff
    tossed flowers blues and greens faded to drab
    food scraps bald birds pick at and hot rats scatter
    as trash trucks dump squandered load after load
    junk heaps smoldering bent metal smashed glass
    furniture akimbo wood and styrofoam blocks
    book pages torn dogeared magazines ripped
    warped vinyl toasted surfboards jelled banners
    all absurd plans unrolled blueprint messes
    colossal architectural collapse
    reductio ad absurdum that’s what
    all effort reduced to brood swat and tricks
    flood the roads in and out the ear brain zaps
    of a blog heap pile to pile one subscribes
    lost in here with no purpose no safe pass
    age strength twisted steel shafts up and down
    leaning precipitously toward the trash
    piles of concrete slush crushed and composted
    the worms finished their work years ago
    today the skies clear ceiling drawn up
    don’t let it drag us under these words
    will all grow back come spring in new jangles
    bright new jungles of fresh piles of junk.

  • In the Cold

    In the still of the cold
    when you feel so old
    you reach for the one
    who’s left you alone.

    Your frosty glass rim
    shows one pair of lips
    another took a powder
    now lost in the snow.

    No storms rage
    if no boats out
    no parade today
    no lovely waves.

    This bitter cold blown
    down from the north
    now covers our town
    white toothed frown.

    The mood inside is
    frightful the cold
    outside delightful
    let’s not get buried

    in snow
    let it go
    let it go
    let it go.

  • Wonder of the On-Line Literary World

    This month, Berfrois, the small literary magazine, has closed its virtual doors. For the last 14 years, Berfrois, under intrepid editor Russell Bennetts, an economist out of England, has published daily writing, forming over time an eclectic list of contributors and an audience of intercultural competence. The end of active writing appearing in Berfrois comes 100 years after the closing of the modernist journals period, which ran, according to the Modernist Journals Project, from the 1890’s to the 1920’s, ending in 1922:

    We end at 1922 for two reasons: first, that year has until recently been the public domain cutoff in the United States; second, most scholars consider modernism to be fully fledged in 1922 with the publication of Virginia Woolf’s Jacob’s Room, James Joyce’s Ulysses, and T. S. Eliot’s The Waste Land. We believe the materials in the MJP will show how essential magazines were to the rise and maturation of modernism.

    Modernist Journals Project, About page, retrieved 15 Dec 2022.

    They were mostly referred to, and still are, as small literary magazines, little magazines. Most did not last long. Blast ran just two issues, 1914 and 1915. They were of course hard copy, printed magazines, small publication runs, small format. The most famous now might be The Egoist (1914-1919) and Little Review (1914-1922), which ran installments of Joyce’s “Ulysses.” Harriet Monroe’s original Poetry ran from 1912 to 1922 (still alive today as a kind of First Wonder of the Corporate Literary World).

    Is today’s on-line literary world, in 2022, now “fully fledged”? It might be, given the disastrous turn of events surrounding the social media platforms that create, sustain, and destroy – in situ. What can it possibly mean to be on Twitter, for example, with a million followers? Even 100 followers would be impossible to keep up with, even if managing your Twitter feed was all you did. Yet most tweets are never read by anyone. At most, they have the life span of a mosquito, and can be just as viral and vile. We shall be glad to see our current winter of discontent freeze them all in their tracks. For the tracks of tweets carry no real cargo.

    Most poems are never read either, but that’s a different story. And I digress. Some of my own writing appeared in Berfrois. Mostly prose, discursive writing. Berfrois published the academic, the non-academic, and the anti-academic. Its editorial voice appeared often to be one of casual interest. In a sense, Berfrois was a general interest magazine, and sought to publish the best it could find of both the best and the worst – for what is often considered today’s worst of writing ends up being tomorrow’s best.

    One of the most attractive features of Berfrois was the lack of advertising. It sought to be reader funded before its time. It might have found a good home at today’s Substack, where we find everybody that’s anybody cashing in their lotto tickets. “Thousands of paid subscribers.” Sounds lucrative, but a poor warrant to join a new fray.

    A bit of money but a lot of time it takes to run these endeavors. And we run out of both, lose steam, wonder what all the fuss is about, what it might be like to go for a walk down Broadway unnoticed or dismissed, or to wander to and fro with no desire whatsoever to be followed. In the meantime, a heartfelt thanks to Russell Bennetts for his contributions via Berfrois to the life of modern journals.

  • Out of the Heart

    Out of the heart they climb in trunks
    into cold sweeps of wind and ocean
    rain waves hearing for the first time
    trains pausing at the rotting depot.

    The silence catches our attention
    creates expectation who will get
    off who will go away who has come
    home to stay surfboard on hip.

    Some succulent and juicy tales
    and coffee of the road cafes
    the strands swept with sand
    the cold duffle bags for beds.

    Nothing much at home has changed
    the cat has slowed to a crying crawl
    Mom wears her frayed shawl all day
    long and Dad looks like he hears

    a screaming coming across the sky
    the strain of the streets texted
    into the ether a cartoon masks
    his bowl of nuts cracked shells.

    His heart opens like a walnut
    two halves and one have not
    together all three squirrels come
    to rest and stay the cold season.

  • La Dolce Vita

    Jesus returns to Earth in his space soot
    lands near a vineyard swarming with on-scene
    reporters and a poet drinking wine
    with a comely girl like in an old dream.

    Bright lights big city and the poet cuts
    out pieces of his heart installs plumbing
    pipes in and out his body for his loves
    to and fro rich and poor pub and nightclub.

    Paparazzi poets loiter about
    and caricatures party at a news
    conference where Jesus is forgotten
    dawn the city emerges beautiful.

    From a cathedral altar the poet
    lectures on gypsy jazz guitar grammar
    and Jimmy Smith plays the Hammond B-3
    while nine nuns discuss floral arrangements.

    Visions of the Madonna go viral
    but she disappears into a crazed crowd
    crying out for miracles and passing
    deep probes by the church and city fathers.

    The poet visits a custom made home
    paid for from funds of the company store
    views of the city lights from the dark hills
    and children run and play games safely.

    The poet paints through the day en plein air
    ocean views from the El Porto sand dunes
    while Lily waits tables at House of Pies
    with Marcella both flirting with the cooks.

    Lily’s father visits dropped by a cab
    and teaches the poet how to handle
    a steering wheel on the San Diego
    freeway to Long Beach everyone silent.

    Lost feelings of forlorn hope and lovelorn
    forgetfulness as the poet cruises
    up Highway 1 past Malibu beaches
    away from the ruins of the city.

    An explosion rocks the morning beach town
    an El Segundo Blue butterfly lifts
    away from its warm studio setting
    eriogonum parvifolium.

    Endangered by human cravings the poet
    absconds but returns sometime later
    to a marketing and sales derived party
    fueled by money libido and ego.

    In the morning the poet washes up
    on the beach caught up in sad fisher nets
    Lily from the Strand smiles falling waves crash
    the poet untangles and follows her.

  • No Way to Git Along

    – This ain’t no way to git along, Honey,
    no way to git along. There’s plenty’ll
    get in our way, Babe, so let’s git along.

    – Life’s no song and dance, it doesn’t
    rhyme, and it’s get not git.
    – Git is the cowboy variant.
    – I once knew a guy named Gil.
    – Was he a cowboy?
    – Cowboys spell same’s everybody
    else. You’re just a romantic fool.

    – Git along home, git along down
    the line, git to bed, git up and running
    coffee and runny scrambled eggs.
    Pull out a paper and jot this down,
    no way to git along, weary Deary,
    no way to get it all back home.

    – I ain’t no doggie and even if I was
    I don’t like to git get nor gat for
    that matter. And this singing
    cowboy gig of yours ain’t
    worth a saltine cracker
    in a bowl of filé gumbo.

    – This is no way to git along, my
    Shepherdess, no way to git along.
    Come ride with me and we’ll mend our
    fences and bring the doggies home.

  • A Hard Fall

    A hard fall separate and divided
    the returns bags of bottles
    and illuminated cans
    set lists of dying songs
    and a guy in a brown study
    disquieted over how much
    everyone paid coprophagous
    possum grin pocket change
    and beer in his beard.

    Heard not smelt nor sniped
    learning to relax and unblame
    to understand every Tom
    Dick and Harry and Sue
    Jane and Mary their woes
    worries whys and wherefors
    until the body oak cask aged
    slows to a broken bicycle crawl
    drink from a cold army canteen.

    In fall when worry turns
    to gold and rust the lorry
    covered with lurry tarps
    and no leary ear longing trips
    by the river down the valley
    to the coast faraway swells
    ocean crossed turn to waves
    everything that ever came
    breaks in this only moment.

  • Rubato

    One rues the day on pillory display
    one’s last tweet skids street stocks
    to ad-lib a life one means to loose
    the self from one’s love’s strictures
    with daily tinctures of absent mind
    edness not mindfulness mind you
    on free range one affords to ignore
    the pranger to be clear (for once)
    contempt for public humiliation
    only worsens one’s foot whipped
    condition and enlivens passersby
    to come closer and reach out not
    to help but to tickle taking easier
    forms of torture of clean beatings
    this the dunce cap prepared you
    for the report card without wit
    and those sounds in the distance
    coming over the mountains over
    sand dunes and from far down
    under the railroad tracks a dark
    portentous prattle of pompous
    importance back home to roost
    one plays out of time for only
    so long usually in fact for just
    instances in time such that we
    often don’t even notice a slip-up
    especially in our time when time
    has already been so economized
    compromised clock punch drunk
    now thirsty now dry now thirsty
    in the twilight I see glow
    blue eyes turn to gold.

  • Cats

    Some cats are wiry others fat away
    this one wary that one behind naive
    a cat for all seasons for every girl
    and all good boys out on the town.

    The Falstaffian cat scats doo-doo-pow
    night’s toil scratched in a kit lit box
    drops his slow slurs keeps us a lilt
    trolls nixie but in the end refuses.

    The cat who comments with nothing
    to say falls late into Trouble Tavern
    the cat who daily cancels negates
    good counsel and drinks all down.

    All this cats lie about and lie in wait
    for the day is hot long and the night
    yet weary the stop cease and go of it
    infinite but as quick as this conscript.

  • The Cat’s Meough

    The cat comes quietly a Sunday morning
    blue eyes lightly freckled cheeks glossy
    smooth silver fur tasselling corn down
    lips oysters on the half shell half open
    legs the dance of life waiting to erupt
    on the private stage of her boudoir.

    She walks in weird beauty this cat
    on two legs with patience galore
    knows full well her lustrous sheen
    when seen in the crackling of old
    magazines etiolates the cold celery
    stalks flowering in the veggie garden.

    For a cymbal cup of truth and trust
    and what good has it ever done
    her to have even one man shun
    while another calls her gorgeous
    rather have the cat in your lap
    purring your fingers thru her pelt.